When I look in the mirror and see someone other than the beautiful person I am. When I am having blue days and black days as if heavy clouds are hanging over me everywhere I walk. When someone says hello and I don’t say a mumbling word. When I walk with my head down and not up and when I drag my feet across the terrain, I discover that my soul is crying out. My soul is crying for some attention. My soul is yelling for help!
My soul reaches out to me to pull the reins back and take cover. I have allowed the spirit around me to become negative. And the negativity has been deposited into my soul. MY SOUL CRIES OUT! The negative energy is now draining me of any possibilities of light and energy………………. It is these times I remember the Psalmist that says: “My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God.” (Psalm 84:2)………………. I consciously say to myself: BACK UP! ………FLASHBACK!
I MUST remember how God helped me through tougher times than today! The word of God says, “I have never seen the righteous forsaken or begging for bread”. It is so true. I have yet to beg for bread. I have not been forsaken.
So, today I will count my blessings one by one until I feel safe enough to take another look into the same mirror and see my beauty. I will witness God’s creation. I am fearfully and wonderfully made for a purpose. I am worthy of love and I am worthy of joy. It is my duty to create my own space with joy, peace and understanding on the level that I know best. It is the space for me that makes me feel comfortable, yet yearning for more of God’s love. I can walk tall in this space of spirit and truth. My feet are stepping high like gazelles in the wild, because I am magnificent in God’s eyes. NOW, my soul cries out the spirit of joy! My soul and my spirit are united in peace and love. This day is a good day and I will share the goodness with others.
Inspire the soul 
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